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Original Love: The Four Inns on the Path of Awakening

A Zen teacher's guide to meditation as a climb past four stages, mindfulness, support, absorption and awakening, with a kind way to handle its five classic obstacles and a plain account of what awakening means.

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If meditation has felt like one more task that never quite works, Henry Shukman offers a different starting point: the self you are trying to calm may be less solid than it seems. In Original Love, the Zen master argues that the sense of being a separate me, with its history and hopes and fears, is closer to a story than a fact. Seeing through it, he says, releases a love that asks for no conditions.

Far from a retreat from life, meditation in his account becomes a way to love the world more fully. His route runs past four inns, resting places for a pilgrim climbing a valley: mindfulness, support, absorption and awakening. Along the way he borrows an old Buddhist list of five obstacles that trip up nearly everyone who sits down to practice, and a gentle way of meeting each one.

What follows gives you a map of the whole path, a way to read your own restlessness or doubt in the body, and a clearer sense of what the word awakening actually points to.

Behind every worry stands a main character who feels completely real. Shukman compares that figure to something you can clearly see on a hot day yet never touch, and he claims that noticing this heals more than it frightens.

A practice without a map tends to feel like constant failure. Shukman’s map is a mountain trail with shelters along it, a way of picturing awakening as a journey that unfolds in stages.

Popular advice makes sitting quietly sound easy, so when your mind drifts you blame yourself. Buddhists catalogued the real difficulties long ago, and one of them is especially good at passing itself off as the truth.

The natural response to a distracted, irritable sitting is to fight harder. Shukman recommends saying hello to the problem instead, and he describes what that small change gradually does to ordinary days.

Awakening sounds like an escape from the world, or a goal you could reach by trying hard enough. Shukman describes it as neither, using a Tibetan image about falling that is alarming and freeing at once.

Original Love ends up turning the usual picture of meditation around. Many people sit down hoping to become a calmer, better version of themselves. Shukman suggests the larger discovery is that the self doing all that improving was always more story than substance, and that what lies beneath it feels like love. The difficulties along the way belong to the route. The restlessness, the doubt and the heavy afternoon fog are the very material the practice works with.

His advice supports a few small acts. Give some time each day to turning inward, without waiting for a dramatic result. When a sitting goes wrong, find the hindrance in your body, the knot in the chest or the hollow feeling, and greet it as a guest who has visited before. And look for company on the way, since the second inn exists for a reason.

The pilgrim in Shukman’s image is never heading for a foreign country. Each inn brings the traveler a little closer to where they started, which is home.

About this book

What is this book about?

Many people try meditation, find their mind wandering, and decide they are simply bad at it. Henry Shukman, a Zen master, starts somewhere else. He argues that the self we work so hard to calm and improve is a construction, assembled from memories, imagined scenes and sensations, and that seeing through it releases a love without conditions. He presents the path as a pilgrim's ascent with four inns along the way, namely mindfulness, support, absorption and awakening. He gives special attention to the five hindrances that Buddhists have recognized for thousands of years: desire, aversion, dullness, restlessness and doubt. His method is to find each one as a sensation in the body and to greet it with acceptance, a practice he says brings steadiness, fuller enjoyment of ordinary moments and greater self-compassion. Readers also get a careful description of awakening itself, including oneness, emptiness and what Taoism calls blazing forth, and Shukman's view that it leads toward the everyday world and toward helping others.

Book Information

Rating:

Genre:

Mindfulness & Meditation, Religion & Spirituality

Topics:

Inner Peace, Meditation, Self-Compassion

Publisher:

HarperCollins

Language:

English

Narrator:

Nora

First published:

July 9, 2024

Pages:

352

Length:

11 min 45 sec

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Who it's for

  • Unsure they meditate right

    People who have tried meditation, keep losing focus and suspect they are doing it wrong.

  • Professionals under stress

    Stressed professionals who want a kinder way to handle worry, restlessness and self-doubt.

  • Practitioners curious about awakening

    Curious practitioners who want a clear account of what awakening and emptiness mean.

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About the Author

Henry Shukman

Henry Shukman, born in Oxford in 1962, holds Zen master authorization in the Sanbo Zen lineage and is spiritual director emeritus of Mountain Cloud Zen Center in Santa Fe, New Mexico. He co-founded the meditation app The Way and is its lead teacher, and he has taught meditation at Google and Harvard Business School. A poet and author, he describes his own path, shaped by a hard youth, a spontaneous awakening at 19 and years of training, in his memoir One Blade of Grass.

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4

Overall score based on 98 ratings.

What people think

Listeners describe this book as a reliable resource for mindfulness and meditation, with one listener observing how perfectly it fits alongside a yoga practice. They value the profound depth found in its approach to meditation. Regarding the writing style, listeners offer varying perspectives.

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Nathan

After hearing Henry Shukman's soothing voice on the Waking Up app, I knew I had to dive into his written work. This book feels like a warm invitation home, guiding us through the 'Four Inns' of mindfulness, support, absorption, and finally, awakening. He has a way of making complex Zen concepts like the 'separate self' feel visceral rather than just intellectual. I particularly resonated with his personal anecdotes, from the mystical sighting of a yellow fox in Germany to his time in Ecuador. Truth is, while the metaphors are gorgeous, some passages felt a bit long-winded, but the 'one bright pearl' koan made it all worth it. It’s a profound resource for anyone looking to bridge the gap between sitting on the cushion and living a life of unconditional love. This is a deeply personalized path for the modern seeker.

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Charles

Picked this up on a whim, but it ended up being the perfect companion to my morning yoga sessions. Shukman’s exploration of 'Original Love' goes beyond typical self-help, touching on the radical truth that our sense of a separate self is a mere fabrication. The chapters on 'blazing forth' and the experience of non-duality felt like they were articulating things I’ve sensed but could never name. I appreciate how he treats meditation as a birthright accessible to everyone, not just monks in caves. His advice to record meditations in our own voice was a game-changer for my 'monkey mind' during the harder sessions. There is so much relief to be found in these pages, especially for those feeling isolated by the current state of the world. It is a potent brew of down-to-earth experience and mystical insight.

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Thawee

Ever wonder if that persistent feeling of being a 'separate self' is actually just a mental glitch? Shukman tackles this head-on, arguing that our ordinary sense of being isolated is an illusion that can be dissolved through direct experience. This isn't just an intellectual exercise; it’s a shift that must be felt viscerally in the body. I loved the concept of the 'Four Inns' as places of shelter on the long road to awakening. The book manages to be both a manual for the cushion and a poetic reflection on the 'original love' that is our native state. His descriptions of 'blazing forth' and the 'one bright pearl' are devastatingly beautiful. Even simple tips, like not meditating immediately after eating, felt like mind-blowing revelations in the context of his broader teachings. This is a rare, precious gift of a book.

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Hassan

The chapter on the 'Five Hindrances' completely changed how I approach my daily seat on the cushion. Shukman describes desire, aversion, and dullness not as enemies, but as sensations to be observed and softened around. This gentle approach is a breath of fresh air compared to more rigid, dogmatic spiritual paths. I was especially moved by his stories of parenting and how the 'ocean of realization' can manifest in the most mundane moments of caregiving. The book feels like a homecoming, reminding us that the peace we seek is already here, hidden behind the 'fluttery agitation' of the restless mind. His writing is diaphanous and fragile yet carries an immense strength. It’s a masterpiece of modern dharma that I’ll be recommending to everyone in my sangha. Truly, it is a potent brew of wisdom.

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Oat

Shukman manages to land devastatingly beautiful metaphors while keeping his feet firmly planted in the reality of being a parent and caregiver. This book is an absolute masterpiece for anyone seeking a start-to-finish account of the path to awakening. The 'Four Inns' framework is brilliant, moving from the simplicity of mindfulness to the deep immersion of absorption. I’ve been looking for a text that explains non-duality in plain English for a broad audience, and this is it. It captures the 'original love' that is native to consciousness, offering a sense of joy and relief that is much needed today. The truth is, we are often our own worst enemies, but Shukman shows us how to sit with our fragileness with compassion. This is a profound, life-affirming journey that I will return to again and again. 5/5 stars.

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Gin

This book serves as a remarkably clear map for the often-confusing terrain of spiritual awakening. Shukman frames the journey around the 'Four Inns,' which provides a helpful structure for those of us who feel lost in the abstract world of meditation. I found the section on the 'Five Hindrances' to be particularly enlightening, especially the descriptions of how desire and aversion manifest as physical knots in the belly. Not gonna lie, the prose gets a bit flowery at times, which might frustrate readers looking for a strictly clinical approach to mindfulness. However, the way he connects the 'ocean of realization' to the breaking of the narcissistic 'dam of the self' is simply stunning. It’s a solid guide that balances ancient wisdom with the practical realities of being a caregiver in a fractured world. A near-perfect read for those ready to look inward.

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Orm

Frankly, I was worried this would be another high-concept dharma book that talks over my head. Instead, I found a deeply human account of what it means to wake up to the fundamental truths of the mind. Shukman’s writing is at its best when he is describing the 'Five Hindrances'—specifically how restlessness and doubt can sabotage our practice. He reminds us that the bad news is we have no parachute, but the good news is there is no ground. That metaphor alone shifted my perspective on my daily anxiety. I did find the transition between the 'Four Inns' a bit repetitive toward the end, and some sections felt like they could have been tighter. To be fair, though, the wisdom offered about finding stability through sitting is invaluable. It’s a beautiful, if occasionally dense, exploration of the heart.

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Sirichai

Finally got around to finishing this, and I’m struck by how Shukman frames awakening as a birthright rather than a secret club. He successfully brings thoughtful examples to explain conceptual ideas like attachment, emptiness, and the jhanas. The 'Four Inns' structure provides a solid foundation, especially the 'Support' inn which highlights that we aren't isolated entities moving through an external world. We are inseparable parts of a whole, and that insight is life-changing when experienced directly. My only gripe is that the middle section on the 'Five Hindrances' felt a bit repetitive if you've read much Buddhist literature before. Still, his metaphors are so landing and beautiful that I found myself highlighting nearly every other page. It’s a very grounded, down-to-earth experience of meditation. A great text for both beginners and long-term practitioners.

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Sophia

To be fair, there is some profound wisdom buried in these pages, but I struggled with Shukman’s prose style. While I appreciated the framework of the 'Four Inns,' the writing sometimes felt like it was spiraling into unnecessary waffle. It’s a solid enough guide to meditation, especially the practical advice on handling the 'Five Hindrances' like dullness and restlessness, which I found helpful. Personally, I was looking for a more direct focus on the 'love' aspect promised by the title, but it often felt sidelined by dense conceptual discussions on emptiness. It’s not a bad book by any means, and it certainly dovetails nicely with a serious yoga practice. However, if you aren't already deeply invested in Zen traditions, you might find yourself speed-reading through the more abstract sections. A decent read, but not quite the masterpiece others claim.

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Sayan

Not what I expected given the glowing recommendations from the mindfulness community. I really tried to connect with this text, but the constant shift between travelogue and dharma teaching felt disjointed to me. The author aims for a radical type of self-enquiry, but the execution felt a bit thin on actual 'love' and heavy on pointless waffle. I managed to get through half of it properly before I started skimming to reach the end just to get it over with. Look, the ideas about the separate self being a fabrication are interesting, but they’ve been covered more effectively by others. It felt like it was trying too hard to be poetic without grounding the concepts for a beginner. It’s clearly a heartfelt project, but it just didn't resonate with my personal practice or needs.

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Questions about this book

Shukman argues that our everyday sense of being a separate self is a construction, built from memories, imagined scenes and sensations, much like a shimmer over a hot road. Through daily meditation a person can see through it and discover an unconditional love beneath it. He portrays the path as a pilgrim’s ascent that goes by four inns, which are mindfulness, support, absorption and awakening.

They are the five obstacles Buddhists have long recognized: desire, the pull toward what you want; aversion, the recoil from what is unpleasant; dullness, from spaciness to lethargy; restlessness, agitation driven by worry or guilt; and doubt, a loss of confidence in the practice or in yourself. Shukman suggests using them as a checklist when a sitting goes badly, and he treats doubt as the most slippery.

Instead of fighting it, find where the hindrance shows up in the body, such as a knot in the chest, a heavy sinking feeling or a nervous flutter. Soften around it and stay with it. Then welcome it silently, as you might greet a familiar visitor: hello, restlessness, come in. He says this acceptance builds steadiness and self-compassion over time.

Shukman describes awakening as something that happens to you rather than something you do. It can be framed as a state of very high wellbeing or as direct insight into reality. Either way, the boundary between self and everything else dissolves, and what follows is love, peace and the feeling of returning home. He also describes emptiness as a vast openness and, borrowing from Taoism, reality as blazing forth.

It suits people who have tried meditation and struggled, since it names the common obstacles and offers a gentle way to meet them. It also serves anyone curious about what awakening actually involves, and readers who worry that a spiritual path means withdrawing from life. Shukman argues the opposite: awakening deepens engagement with the world and leads naturally toward helping others.

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