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At War with Ourselves: My Tour of Duty in the Trump White House

A general's inside account of one turbulent year as Trump's national security advisor. It shows how he brought order, persuaded an impulsive president, fought rivals inside the administration and eventually lost his post.

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Planning for the long term while your boss changes direction every day is exhausting, and few people have done it with more at stake than H. R. McMaster. In At War with Ourselves, the general describes his one year as national security advisor to President Donald Trump. He took the post in February 2017, after Michael Flynn had quit following only 24 days. McMaster came to give the country a long-range security strategy. Instead he found bruised egos, leaks and rival centers of power.

His story shows that discipline and careful preparation can bring order and steer a volatile leader toward better decisions, though only for a while, because strategy kept losing ground to ego and impulse. His year gives you a close view of how foreign policy was really made in that administration. It also offers practical lessons for anyone who has to advise a leader who will not be held back.

A job interview at a lavish Florida residence opened with a pile of newspapers and a joke at the CIA director’s expense. The scene seemed light, yet it previewed the tension that would shape the whole year.

McMaster managed something rare: he told the president a close ally had to go, and the president agreed. Within months he understood that the victory had cost him more than it gained.

Holding back the president’s impulses proved nearly impossible, so McMaster changed tactics. A meeting with returning soldiers and before-and-after images of Kabul helped win the president over, but a single phrase he added to a United Nations speech set off diplomatic mayhem.

Three powerful men who were meant to shape foreign policy together should have been allies. Instead they guarded their own doors, and important work on Iran and North Korea stalled between them.

Online attacks, threats against his staff and a president more excited by headlines than by China all arrived within months. McMaster still had public backing, yet a trip to an international summit showed how little that meant.

A poisoning on British soil gave McMaster one last major fight over how firmly to answer Moscow. Then allies began meeting without him, and the way he handled his final weeks says more than the dismissal itself.

McMaster’s year is a study of what one disciplined person can and cannot do inside a disorderly institution. He arrived with a soldier’s belief that national security needs a long view, and within months he turned a leaky, politicized council into a working one. He found ways to reach a president who learned from faces and pictures, he won the argument on Afghanistan, and he pushed for a firm answer to Russia that came, weeks late. But every gain was fragile. Rivals went around his process, an old enemy stirred up campaigns against him, and one unscripted line at the United Nations could undo weeks of work. The fairest single word for the year is chaos.

The account still offers something useful to anyone working under a volatile leader. Prepare before the decision instead of repairing it afterward, and bring the soldier’s story or the photograph along with the briefing. Pick the fights that matter, knowing the people you beat may stay in the room. And when a leader offers to do something for you, steer him back to the mission. The cherry trees McMaster passed on his way out had been bare all winter. They bloomed anyway.

About this book

What is this book about?

In February 2017, Michael Flynn left the post of national security advisor after only 24 days, and the White House needed a steady replacement fast. Within about a day of a phone call, H. R. McMaster, a decorated Army general respected across party lines, had the job. He wanted to give the United States a long-range security strategy in place of short-term reaction. At War with Ourselves is his account of what happened next. McMaster pushed Steve Bannon off the National Security Council and turned it into a working body. He learned to reach a president who absorbed stories and pictures better than briefing papers, and he did damage control after unscripted moments such as a threat against North Korea at the United Nations. He also fought turf wars with Rex Tillerson and Jim Mattis and endured an online campaign against him, until John Bolton replaced him in March 2018. Readers get a close view of how foreign policy was made in that administration. The book also offers lessons about advising a powerful, volatile leader: what preparation can achieve and where it stops working.

Book Information

Rating:

Genre:

Biographies & Memoirs, Politics & Current Affairs

Topics:

Geopolitics, Power Dynamics

Publisher:

HarperCollins

Language:

English

Narrator:

Meredith

First published:

August 27, 2024

Pages:

357

Length:

15 min 17 sec

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Who it's for

  • National security watchers

    Readers who want an insider's view of national security decisions in the first Trump administration.

  • Advisers to impulsive bosses

    Professionals who advise an impulsive, ego-driven boss and want to see what preparation can achieve.

  • Managers navigating turf wars

    Team leads facing turf wars between senior colleagues who bypass shared processes.

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About the Author

H. R. McMaster

H. R. McMaster was born in Philadelphia in 1962 and graduated from the United States Military Academy in 1984. In the Gulf War he commanded Eagle Troop at the Battle of 73 Easting, and he later led the 3rd Cavalry Regiment in Iraq and commanded Fort Benning. He holds a doctorate in American history from the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill, and his dissertation became the bestseller Dereliction of Duty. He replaced Michael Flynn as National Security Advisor in February 2017 and resigned in 2018. He now works at Stanford's Hoover Institution and hosts Battlegrounds With H.R. McMaster.

Ratings & Reviews

Ratings at a glance

3.9

Overall score based on 119 ratings.

What people think

Listeners consider the work highly readable and skillfully written, providing deep insights into the National Security Advisor's daily life. The book earns praise for its honesty and precision, with one listener pointing out the meticulous documentation of cited conversations. Additionally, the quality of the writing and the author’s moral perspective are well-received. However, the narrative flow gets a varied response; one listener found the account hard to follow, and several listeners reported issues with missing pages.

Top reviews

Sophia

H.R. McMaster has written a remarkably grounded account that balances military discipline against the sheer unpredictability of the West Wing. I found the level of documentation staggering; he includes extensive citations that make the various conversations feel incredibly authentic and immediate. He really captures that 'witches' brew' of influence where ego-driven actors like Bannon constantly undercut the National Security Council's structured goals. I was particularly struck by how McMaster used visual aids, like photos of 1970s Kabul, to bridge the gap between complex strategy and the President's preference for tangible imagery. While some might find his 'service first' mentality a bit idealistic, his commitment to a moral compass in such a volatile environment is genuinely refreshing. It’s an easy read that doesn’t sacrifice intellectual rigor for the sake of gossip. This isn't just a memoir about one administration; it's a study on the friction between institutional order and political improvisation.

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Ploy

Finally got around to reading this, and I have to say, McMaster’s integrity shines through every single page. He provides a masterclass on how to maintain a strategic mindset when everyone else is focused on the next news cycle or Twitter feud. Unlike other tell-alls, this feels like a serious historical document rather than a collection of petty grievances. The way he breaks down the 'three As'—allies, authoritarians, and Afghanistan—helped me understand the administration’s foreign policy shifts far better than any cable news segment. His account of the World Economic Forum in 2018 shows just how hard he fought to keep the focus on China’s economic influence despite the surrounding circus. It is deeply personal, honest, and documented with the precision you’d expect from a three-star general. This is essential reading for anyone who cares about the future of American leadership.

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Anna

This book serves as a profound warning about the erosion of strategic discipline in the highest levels of government. McMaster writes with the authority of someone who has actually been in the foxhole and the boardroom. His analysis of the Pakistan 'army that has a country' was particularly enlightening and shows his deep grasp of regional nuances. I appreciated his honesty about the internal conflicts, including his admission that Trump simply wasn't a team builder. This isn't a partisan screed; it's a patriotic appeal for us to stop being 'at war with ourselves' and focus on the external threats that actually matter. The documentation and citations are top-notch, making this a reliable resource for future historians. It’s rare to find a book that is both an exciting page-turner and a serious academic contribution to national security studies.

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Supranee

Ever wonder what it’s actually like to sit in the Situation Room with a leader who prefers gut instinct over prepared briefings? McMaster provides a very candid window into that world, highlighting the immense effort required to bring stability to the NSC after Flynn’s departure. I appreciated the specific details regarding his clashes with Mattis and Tillerson, which showed that the 'adults in the room' weren't always a united front. To be fair, the narrative occasionally feels a bit self-serving, as if McMaster is the only one truly focused on the long-term strategic horizon. The writing is sharp and the pacing is excellent, though my copy actually had a few missing pages toward the end, which was frustrating. Despite that, the book offers a necessary look at how foreign policy is actually hammered out amidst constant internal drama and public smear campaigns.

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Ern

The chapter on North Korea alone is worth the price of admission for anyone interested in high-stakes diplomacy. McMaster describes the frantic damage control required after the 'totally destroy' tweet with a level of detail that is both fascinating and terrifying. I found his description of 'tactical storytelling'—using photos to explain the human cost of the Afghan war—to be a brilliant insight into how one manages an impulsive boss. The book flows well, though it can get bogged down in the minutiae of NSC meeting structures. You really feel the isolation he experienced while being targeted by far-right activists and foreign bots. It’s a powerful reflection on the limits of public service. My only real gripe is that he sometimes glosses over his own 'yes-sir-ism' when a more forceful pushback might have been warranted.

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Bee

As someone who follows foreign policy closely, McMaster’s perspective on the strategic failures regarding Pakistan and Syria provided much-needed clarity. He isn't a 'dick,' but he is clearly a man of rigid military values who found himself in an environment that rewarded the exact opposite. I was surprised by how much he struggled with Mattis and Tillerson; I always assumed they were on the same team. The book is incredibly easy to read, with short, punchy sections that keep the narrative moving even when discussing complex bureaucratic maneuvers. He does a great job explaining why the 'globalist' labels thrown at him were so inaccurate and damaging. It’s a bit of a tragedy, really. You see a brilliant strategic mind being ground down by petty interpersonal drama and a president who forgets briefings within hours of receiving them.

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Sue

Picked this up on an impulse, and I found the writing surprisingly fluid and engaging for a military memoir. McMaster doesn't just list events; he explains the 'why' behind the National Security Strategy he tried to build. The tension in the book is palpable, especially when he discusses the smear campaigns launched by alt-right media figures. It makes you realize how vulnerable our system is to personality-driven politics. I did notice the 'self-serving' tone that some other reviewers mentioned, but frankly, if you don't advocate for yourself in DC, nobody will. The contrast between his disciplined approach and the administration's 'political improvisation' is the core of the book. It’s a sobering look at the fragility of our policymaking process. Definitely worth your time if you want to understand the 2017-2018 period.

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Samart

Frankly, it’s a miracle anything was accomplished during McMaster's tenure given the environment he describes. He portrays the White House as a place where 'witches' brews' of conflicting advice made consistent policy nearly impossible. I found his focus on the NSC’s internal structure a bit dry at times, but it’s necessary to understand how he tried to bring order to the chaos. The book is well-written and displays a strong moral compass, even when he's being undercut by his own colleagues. I did have a small issue with the physical book quality—some pages were slightly blurred—but the content itself is excellent. He captures the difficulty of serving a leader who values flattery over facts. It’s a candid, often frustrating, but ultimately very necessary account of a tumultuous year.

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Petch

Look, I expected more from a PhD historian who literally wrote the definitive book on military dissent during Vietnam. Instead, what we get here is a bit of a Pollyanna narrative where McMaster tries to rationalize chaos as 'disruptive energy.' He spends a lot of time comparing Trump to LBJ, but the analogy feels thin when you consider the vastly different ways they handled constitutional crises. His insistence that there was no collusion with Russia feels willfully blind if you've actually read the subsequent reports. Truth is, McMaster seems outmatched by the 'craven new world' of populist politics and social media bots. While the chapters on North Korea are insightful, his refusal to acknowledge the deeper systemic rot in the administration makes the whole thing feel like an exercise in reputation management. It’s well-written, but the analytical gaps are too wide to ignore.

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Taweesak

Not what I expected from someone billed as one of the few 'adults' capable of restraining the administration’s worst impulses. McMaster seems to have a massive blind spot regarding Mike Flynn’s character and the general threat to democratic institutions. He argues for a zero-sum, colonial view of global relationships that feels outdated and overly simplistic for the 21st century. I found the writing quality high, but the story itself is difficult to follow because he keeps pivoting back to his own accomplishments whenever things go wrong. He describes himself as a victim of a 'witches' brew' of influencers, yet he never quite takes responsibility for his role in legitimizing the chaos. It feels more like a defense of his resume than a genuine piece of historical analysis. Honestly, it’s a disappointing read from someone I previously respected.

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Questions about this book

It is McMaster’s account of his single year as national security advisor to President Trump, from February 2017 to March 2018. He describes removing Steve Bannon from the National Security Council, bringing order to its work, persuading the president on Afghanistan, clashing with Rex Tillerson and Jim Mattis, facing an online campaign against him, and finally being replaced by John Bolton.

He decided that restraining Trump’s impulses was close to impossible, so he relied on preparation. Before a key meeting on Afghanistan, he arranged for Trump to hear from soldiers just back from deployment. He also showed him images of Kabul under Taliban rule beside Kabul in 2017, because Trump took in pictures better than written briefings. When Trump offered to keep a decision only for McMaster, the general told him to act only for the country.

His position wore away over months. Bannon’s allies ran a campaign against him, Russian bots amplified it, and Tillerson and Mattis bypassed the council he ran. Chief of Staff John Kelly began meeting them without him. On March 22, Trump told him John Bolton would replace him, which signaled a shift from McMaster’s consensus-seeking approach to a more aggressive one.

McMaster’s year suggests preparing before a decision instead of repairing it afterward, using human stories and visual evidence along with formal briefings, and choosing battles carefully, since the people you defeat may keep their influence. It also shows the damage done when senior colleagues take private routes to the boss and let the shared process wither.

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